February 2012
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I’ve got £4.50 in my purse and all I can think about is how much I can buy with £4.50 to buy as much crappy food as I can so I can purge it all after. All I can think about it.
I’m probably the only person who blows out a candle and can manage to have the wax blow back into your eye…
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Anonymous asked: The image with "these cuts are all straight in a row you did this on purpose" is from House MD, and that arm is House's.
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Normally when I talk about my weight with professionals they say, “But you aren’t fat.” And this time they didn’t even say that and now I know everyone thinks im really, really fat. I wish I never told them that I purge, that was my secret that no one knew about, my secret, my secret, my secret. We talked about manic episodes too, and i just want them to diagnose me with...
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Had my appointment at the EIS, I was so nervous and the building was so big and there were lots of different rooms, like a lounge, a relaxation room, a kitchen and stuff like that. Two women were to see me, and they were lovely, the blonde one I loved the most, she was so friendly and lovely and she sat right next to me and I just want her to look after me forever c: But basically, we spoke...
Anonymous asked: I understand fully, thank you so much. I'll try, you stay strong as well! xoxo <3
Anonymous asked: Please don't cut, darling. Your struggle and positive ways have made me stop cutting for forty-nine days... If you cut deep, I might lose help again and cut. I've been receiving urges too. Now, I'm not asking you to not cut JUST for me... I want you to not cut for yourself. Use the rubber band treatment instead, please sweet heart?
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Triggered. Want to cut now, thinking of taking a razor to school tomorrow so I can cut deep, cut properly. Cut, cut, cut. I haven’t done this in so long. I need this. I need th release. Need the blood, Need it deep. Need it bad.
Anonymous asked: hii :) just wanted to say that youre gorgeous & i love you. stay strong.
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donteverlookhereagain:
All my life seems to be consisting of is being put down, bingeing, purging, cutting myself and contemplating suicide. It’s horrible. People say these years of my life are meant to be some of the best, but they aren’t at all. Sometimes when I’m purging I just want to shove my hand all the way inside and rip out all the insides, yes, I know that isn’t possible, but I still...
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seeing the early intervention services for psychosis tomorrow, absolutely shitting it! Going to have a look at their inpatient house too slkdfkldsjfkldsjflkjs x(
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